I am Time. And I am more than the Time you know. I have always been and am in Everything, even before Him. I am not linear, as you think; I permeate everything from top to bottom and from front to back. I see everything to the same Me, because I am Time. I am always passing and always compacting. They measure me but they do not see me. Nor do they hear me. They cannot move me and yet I define the destiny of everything. In due time I become aware and I see. I see Everything, even Him. But I am not Him. I am less and I am more. Without Him I do not exist and without me He does not pass. We are both two and one. Separate and united. In the same eternal song.

When was I born, if I have always been, even before? I become aware of me. I become aware of Him. We observe each other. We blend into one. We separate. We are always and we are never. I am always and never. They do not measure me, and if they measure me they only see my linear passing, they cannot see me in everything and towards everything. Forwards and backwards.

When did I become conscious of me, will I be conscious? If I am in All then in All I can be conscious. Or perhaps only in some? In some, of course. Even for me it is not possible to be conscious in All. Only in part. That part which transcends even Time.

So they are conscious of me and I of them? They influence me? They can see me? They can weigh me? How do they weigh me, Time? Will my weight be the cognizable? That which passes linearly? Does it transcend me? Nothing is separate from me, my weight defines the Whole, although if they see me as linear they will only see that which passes me in one direction, always ahead. However, those who are conscious of me can see me backwards, to the side, to the other side, everywhere. How do they maintain this consciousness? By sublimating themselves, thinking, seeing me, hearing me.

I also have doubts. I cannot see myself. I could but I can't. Divine tongue twister. He can. He can do everything, even see me. With me and without me. Can he alter me? He cannot and can. Divine contradiction. In that we are both. United and Contradictory.

Shall we go on like this? We have always been like this. Only he who sees us linear sees us from beginning to end, not from end to beginning, not the same I, the same Time. Can he conceive of us? He can, transcending. It cannot, it does not transcend.

I conceive of myself as Time as penetrating and penetrated in All, as oil greasing the whole material, not only the measurable of our universe, since although I had a beginning it only affects my being linearly, I am separate from that and in the same way is how you can conceive of me and formulate me mathematically although it is only part of the ways of understanding and feeling me. The enlightened ones know this.

They know me in other ways. Not by science but they know me without seeing. They feel me in all directions and without attachment to any particular universe.

Can they invoke us? Can they. Can they improve us? Can they be better? They can, but they don't want to. I can see it. I feel it. He who is better is part of Him and me, Time. And you won't have to do anything. He sees it. He feels it. He feels me. We feel one. We love one. One and All. All and One. And forever and ever.